SAN ANTONIO ā In less than 24 hours, a 34-year-old East Side man is scheduled to be executed.
Christopher Young admits he was drunk and high when he went into an East Side convenience store, then robbed and murdered the owner, Hasmukh Patel, 14 years ago.
āThere are times when I can actually be sitting there typing a letter and feel the needle in my veins,ā saidĀ Christopher Young, contemplating the moment he'll be executed. āI just found out the Texas Court of Appeals has denied my case.ā
If you were to ask the 6-year-oldĀ version of Christopher Young what heād be doing with his life at the age of 34, being a death row inmate scheduled to die by lethal injection wouldāve never come to mind.
āI was considered a nerd. I played fourĀ instruments," he said. "I played violin, viola, bass, the cello."
ButĀ Young says after his father died, he began usingĀ drugs, drinking alcohol and hanging around gangs.
āI embraced the roughness, looking for a name for myself,ā Young said.
On Nov. 21, 2004, he made a choice he regrets. Young said it began as an attempt to confront the 55-year-old store clerk about an alleged argument the clerk had with his girlfriend at the time.
āBut because of me being drunk, it turned into a robbery. I wasnāt even trying to kill an individual.Ā I wasnāt trying to kill 'Hash'Ā that day. It just happened,ā Young said.
Young is often visited by family, including his aunt who brings kids from her church. Young uses the opportunity to mentor them, hoping they wonāt follow in his footsteps.
āUntil Iām gone, this is whatās going to be done. Thatās why IĀ have the hope,ā Young said. "Itās all psychological. Theyāve got to really feel comfortable in themselves. You got to help them get rid of their insecurities, get rid of their complexes, get rid of that materialism.ā
The father of three hopes his message of positivity resonates, butĀ most importantly, he says he wants lawmakers to understand the factors that contribute to youth ending up in situations like his.
āThe east side shouldn'tĀ be like it is," Young said. "It shouldn'tĀ be impoverished like it was."
Still, Young says he's not making excuses for the choices he's made, and in the end, knows he must accept the consequences.
āThe only way to triumph over deathĀ is to make your life a masterpiece,ā Young said.
The execution is scheduled for 6 p.m. TuesdayĀ in Huntsville, which is approximately fourĀ hours from San Antonio.
When asked what his last statement will be, Young said he didnāt know. He wantsĀ it to come from the heart.
The victim's son, Mitesh Patel, hasĀ askedĀ for Young's lifeĀ to be spared.
āHis execution means that another family will lose a son, and another child will lose a father,ā Mitesh Patel told KSAT.